| saw an old friend tonight.
very old. one of the originals, i do believe.
its funny how things change.
life is seriously just like the tide..
we talked tonight like nothing had ever happened.
it was like old times..
we've gone through so many phases...
acquaintance, friends, buddies, family friends, friends out of obligation... and at various points in time, i considered her a best friend.
for so long she was the only one i could really talk to about.. stuff.
the only one i ever really talked to on the phone..
and we had alot of the same acquaintances, so she could actually understand problems and situations i was going through..
and yeah, I was used to our friendship phasing in and out..
but then something happened.
the foundation was layed slowly at first...
and then all of a sudden.. a wall was built.
just like that.
and nice and high, thick and sturdy, i might add, too.
a wall that really didnt need to be, had there not been assumptions and miscomunications...
i honestly never thought i would be aloud back in time.. back to the way things used to be.
it broke my heart, and sent me through so much turmoil... and i don't even know that it effected her or anyone else involved in the slightest.
which made it worse, of course.
i'm glad i saw her. i'm glad we talked.
even if it was just a simple conversations and stuff...
it was nice.
i'd finally decided last year to let it go, move on, and try my best not to ever go back and dwell on the hurt...
and though it took a while..
it looks like a bit of t i m e was just the last little ingredient needed.
life has it's funny circles.
friends come and go..
and some come back around.
huh.
life will never stop baffling me.
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| so. i think this song is ridiculously appropriate for today.
that's all.
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ok.
I have officially taken way too many pictures of: Skyler, James and Sophia this weekend.
well. in some people's oppinion....
peektures to come.
for now, i shall leave you with this.
"You take pictures of eeev'rytheeenggg..." -Sterling
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